What should I do with my future life?
Is it a lie if I keep on telling myself that it's OK to give up on them?
To hope for nothing,and to do nothing?
The philosophy I lived with so far is now being questioned.
But where can I find an answer?
Exactly what should I do with myself?
Is it time for me to look for a new meaning of life,or should I just read those books again in which I once discovered one?
However these questions, which I used to think I owned the answer,just became undefined again.
And how did I become like this anyway?
What happened to the things I used to believe in?
Why am I questioning them?
Have they got mistakes that my subconscious noticed without my conscious knowing?
What's wrong with me?
Am I able to be really opened up like May said?
When will these endless doubts be over?
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